my God! incredibly insane indeed.Īfter being in the dark ages of art life for about 4 months now. My emily! i can't believe deadline for thesis proposal's on 31! bullshit we havent even started yet. this one makes me remember my dreams of becoming animator and can turn back to where/what they've been before! so here i am now.īut people still change. on way of putting it, anime made my teenage life rather simple, less complicated, adult-free and somewhat crazy-insane and forever in-loved. its cool remembering all those things that i once was, once did, especially the time when i was sickly anime addict and shamelessly carries this otaku soul with otaku friends who tag along. Maybe even better than revenge a-la-kill bill!!! and yes, it gave me a great deal of satisfaction. i kept it and always had that piece of "buntot sa harap" hair complicatedly hidden behing my ears using hairpins (innovative character learned from science high school).
but i had my hair just like that (except the color) way back fourth year high school (shame that i didnt have any picture of me that way!!!).Īt least once (or maybe twice?) in my life i WAS cool (and radical! and unlawful!) I was unlawful, or feeling like it, because our zone/batch advicer (what's her name? that Filipino teacher? shame on me) caught my hair and was scandalised by it and ordered me to cut it! at once! but i never did. I mean, for those who at least have known me four years ago? Di Ba? i was this all time obsessed and deranged about LAIN (the anime) and even had my hair (this is making me blush a little out of shyness) cut THE LAIN WAY! remember? i mean, i had it cut short, with a little (maybe not so little) amount of hair on the right side of my face left long so that it falls with style, like this picture: Now that i've mentioned Lain, do you guys remember how tremendously WILD I was about this anime? (talking about being an otaku ONCE). i am dead because i havent been around for a considerable amount of time without valid raison d'être whatsoever.with all the numbness running through my soul paths (i.e., veins), i really might be dead.
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dead, not in the SERIAL EXPERIMENTS LAIN sense of the word (i.e., soul trapped in the wired). All on this site will still be dedicated to web culture, obscure music, japan, post/transhumanism, nihilism and escapism.I'm currently dead. I will most likely still be making pages but with various colours and themes. In best case scenario I'll release what I've made so far, but I'm really lazy and there's a bunch of work that needs to be done on that front. If you're still waiting for those unfinished Lain games, I will most likely not ever finish them. I've started to realise that only using Lain as theme holds me back, I want this site to be dynamic, I don't want this site to be endless repetition of the same methods and colour palette. I'm starting to realise after months of denial that I've lost the spark that Lain gave me. The site has not had many updates, that saddens me.
It comforts me that other people out there can relate to my thoughts. All the pages on this site was made through my thoughts and emotions. My only guess is that I can communicate the the people of the web, evokingĮmotions for emotionless people, that the site taps into something in us as a "pioneering" group. The aesthetics, the music, the strangeness, I don't know. I don't understand really what drives people back to this place. I'm happy to see so many people visiting and enjoying this site.
It's a steady stream of curious people visiting my site.
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